Where is LGDM?

Can I don't even give damn on it? Can I'am just be like previously that walker?
The answer is no.
When you start changing for any person, you know you won't revert back to the past timeline.

I am sensitiveness, I am too cares on such little things, I am sometime quite emotional, and I am sometimes quite controlling, etc.

That's me, if you can't accept, don't bother about me.

I lose to soft-hearted mind set. Keep on forgive, tolerate, being a lower roles in between a miscommunication, always lower down myself for forgiveness, a shame for a man. People don't even appreciated what you do for them, but why the damn fuck I keep on trolling myself to a borders.

Nutshell, I am keep thinking on one-side,
I am emotional when I'm engage in love, when i'm having the problem to communicate with someone else.

Trying so hard for so hard trying on the same things, doing on the same work, never give-up,
but when I wake for this dream, I realize it is worthless to do it.


Hold on and just forget every little things you want from her, for you, you treat her as the 1st place, everything according to her, every little things you need her, even little pieces of time when you are busy you can spend with her, you find it precious. But that just your mind set, people do not appreciate it, and interpret it as a sensitiveness, freaking control guy, bad ass sucker. When people are thinking you NOT in the same way, opposite of you, for sure I will felt lose and down.

Don't be silly and expected what you think is what people can do.

PS: You can always says a (million) reason to reject a things you like, but take every risk that managed to get what you wanted.    I'm sorry, you are just self-fish nuts.

You make me realize what am I standing for.

Conclusion, We are thinking in the same way.


Fuck you for your memories. Bye.