Seriously

I am way too sensitive, over control, over caring and etc.

This is just my opinion.

I am seriously don't like this matter - Why it has to be every time you must deal with a opposite sex alone.
You seems like to go out anywhere, outing, n choose to out with a guy alone, please i know it is a small things, and its not a matter, but seriously, u can go out with different single guys in a week alone. 7 guys in a week.

Perhaps I could accept this.

Just fucking found that, what is different of me with those public users ?
Be ur boy is only equal to be ur fren, why do i need so much cares?

U cant seems to rmbr evry single happy moment of us, but always rmbr the evry little pieces of shit of bad things tat happen. Fuck off

1000 success n happiness spoil by ur 1 sad case n fucking temper.
Ppl became like a dog, noo...its rubbish in ur eyes when u fucking angry..

juss please, stop ur bullshit behaviour before u stand and give the reason that u din do anything u found is a prob.
 Ur biggest prob is ur freaking temper n bullshit strong wall to protect urself.


Learn something to protect urself but not building wall.

u fucking do it in this way, and make ppl fucking bullshit to felt of ur "kindness"

Shittty ass

Where is LGDM?

Can I don't even give damn on it? Can I'am just be like previously that walker?
The answer is no.
When you start changing for any person, you know you won't revert back to the past timeline.

I am sensitiveness, I am too cares on such little things, I am sometime quite emotional, and I am sometimes quite controlling, etc.

That's me, if you can't accept, don't bother about me.

I lose to soft-hearted mind set. Keep on forgive, tolerate, being a lower roles in between a miscommunication, always lower down myself for forgiveness, a shame for a man. People don't even appreciated what you do for them, but why the damn fuck I keep on trolling myself to a borders.

Nutshell, I am keep thinking on one-side,
I am emotional when I'm engage in love, when i'm having the problem to communicate with someone else.

Trying so hard for so hard trying on the same things, doing on the same work, never give-up,
but when I wake for this dream, I realize it is worthless to do it.


Hold on and just forget every little things you want from her, for you, you treat her as the 1st place, everything according to her, every little things you need her, even little pieces of time when you are busy you can spend with her, you find it precious. But that just your mind set, people do not appreciate it, and interpret it as a sensitiveness, freaking control guy, bad ass sucker. When people are thinking you NOT in the same way, opposite of you, for sure I will felt lose and down.

Don't be silly and expected what you think is what people can do.

PS: You can always says a (million) reason to reject a things you like, but take every risk that managed to get what you wanted.    I'm sorry, you are just self-fish nuts.

You make me realize what am I standing for.

Conclusion, We are thinking in the same way.


Fuck you for your memories. Bye.

You are gonna be kidding me.

Whatever things i will post up here is just my own opinion and also the way i can spread myself, freaking hate the girl that always mention i say it all and in the fact she do say it all the things.

Just because i did not reach her expectation and also i do the things she dun like?
what the f*ck..


I was pretty frustrated when she get sensitive over some little things when i was tired, but now she said im doing that for her. She wan me to change but when i did , she mention i did not, then i changed again.


Conclusion is no matter how i do, as long as she dun satisfied or like it, i will never reach the point. Sh*T

Past is Past

I have done wrong,
I have been hurt so deeply,
But still I'm wrong...

What is past has past..
Fight from the now..
No matter how hard it is..

最靠近的陌生人 = 遥远的距离

最靠近的陌生人， 今天，令我感受到 一份 很遥远的距离。。
在之前，感觉还好。。大家都不认识， 但看到对方会笑一笑。。
认识了后，反而更遥远了。。
今天大家擦肩而过， 竟然没有感觉到对方的存在， 后来才发觉，原来就在附近。。
心中 有一种感觉。。遥远。。


但，
我却和 另外两个陌生人 ， 更靠近了。。。

还有一个就是，
 男生= 主动
虽然我主动并不是很多， 可是我很累。。因为失败率很高。。
倒希望有一天被动是有点成果的， 不至于那么的伤痕磊磊。。

我爱摄影。。。摄影是我的人生

Photo represent my life lately

I love photo shooting, i love to capture the every beautiful moment on the cloud..
That's what i do recently, i didn't own a DSLR, jus capture it by my phone and my DC...
Quality still ok...

The firework by Share n Inspire member's at somewhere in Kampar... it brings a spark concern in a quiet small town... luckily i capture few of it... although my camera capture quality is still ok only..


Sometime our life is jus like the firework, u might be the flamboyance over the night sky.. but u also might be as dark as normal night time when the firework is over, even within a sec or min


This is one of the photo i take when the sunset time in Kampar..
Actually Kampar evening , the scenery is jus so nice...
i can even see the bird flying over there..... jus like paradise, the spark of the sun is cover by some cloud...
It became a nice viewing point...


An evening view at Kampar.. it seems like a Ship is jus passing by at the sky over there.. Imagine it..


Another evening scenery when i come back from the campus... i like it because it represent the wonderful evening colour...




Recently...my life is jus fill all with those picture, but sometime i also review back all the photo that store inside my laptop....
some memory about the previous event, trip, and also other thing are coming back..

Feel like have some word to say to someone here....
 lil b...how are u lately? It's been a long time we didn't contact each other....
Have a nice and joyful memory with him...:)....i'm glad to know that...but i also wish that u can tell this good news to me by urself too...

Share n Inspire part 2

Well... its been a long time i didn't update here.. Today is 4th of May.. is a day where my PR senior last paper in their final exam.. all the best from Moo here..haha

Although i din know them for a long time.. however they are the person who i know in the 1st event i join..some of them i even get closer as friends

probably will miss them after they graduated.. ..

Now i would like to share some pictures...so call as "The Moments"

The photo from arr bear and Christy DSLR from the second event name 'Challenge fiesta'

Lets begin :)

now here's the place ... Grand Kampar Sports complex.. LOL
Challenge Fiesta 25/3/2012
i was lucky that i can take some of the photo by using their camera...

1st Special credits to Christy Yee who gave me all of this photo...a cute senior..hahaa

she was eating the hot-dogs for the food challenge contest

2nd ...Arr Bear....the photographer in the event...haha..he always have a nice smile

Challenge Fiesta is mainly about the challenge of Futsal and also basketball
Here's the contestant ...looks funny..

The basketball contest ...i be one of the time referee almost at the last part of the basketball competition

The very 1st photo during the event ..Choloee, Elise, Yit ying さん, Jean..

Here's some of the photo i take by using their DSLR ...but not much .. coz having duty on the same time..

Ken...haha...very serious facial expression when i taking this picture..haha

The 2 emcee there...By using Chinese and English to represent the speech

Edwin...the mascot of the day... this is his spinning ball skills...haha

The 2 different model of the day...Right and left... i like it so much ...

Amy to the Lim..one of the helper of the event... 1st i like this because she didn't look at me when i capture this. Its the natural moment while in the middle of the event.. The girl who looking at the 'Right' side...perhaps she was looking for the winner of the lucky draw?

Jean to the Low... the youngest member of the committee in this event... i like this photo too because she also did not look at me..another natural moment... The girl who looking at the 'Left' side... perhaps she was waiting the time to rest? or pretending emo...

The other photo that i found interesting too...By a few people who using the DSLR..

1st theme : Funny...

Haha...Hong Wei..the guys who looks so cute...

 

Challenge me?? two hotdogs for u .... hehe

The epic moment !!... Nice capture by the photographer..

Nice facial expression !

The most shocking moment...OMGG..

Jason...Heavy machine hotdogs....nice capture tooo

 Miss Poicia.... I own the world....the curry balls...haha

2nd theme : friends

To Christy and Elise... haha...nic to meet ya..all the best for yea

To Choloee and Jean... all the best too...:)

To Amanda and Catherine ... all the best 3...haha

To Wland and Miss Poicia... all the best 4...lol

To Edwin and Guo kang.. all the best 5...haha

To Jesse, Yit ying, Jing xin.. all the best 6...haha

to all ... all the best 7....7 people here...lol

3rd theme : Family and couple.

To Denise.. all the best too...its a sweet photo

Pais and Spy...and little cute xiao xuan xuan... ^^

Sweet couple...hahaa

Little message..here..

Miss Choloee...hahaa...hotdogs again??

little message to Choloee..." thanks for the books, and also nice to have a talk with you yesterday evening,dak han yumcha arr.. gaga Choloee..LOL"

To Jean... haha .... Niu niu...that's what them call you? 

Good luck ... Remember to be portrait model in the future? same age chingu..

To Pais.. Very tall de jie jie...haha... Pa..is...the awkward moment when i call your name wrongly..

The Kamparian here...when messaging and face to face is different...;p... good luck to you too...

The superman on the process

To Jia wei.. u r the most yeng person when taking photo...haha...Let's 'lavish' one day? hahaa

Good luck for you too

cute Christy ... haha...always take your camera and take photo when you are around.. still remember that time in Film festival...1st time borrow ur DSLR..haahaa..without you ...i cant keep those photo already...thanks..;)

Good luck for you too

To Elise ... 'Top' fans...

Still remember that day we doing backstage together in Film festival? haha... Stella chung ...lol... i'm still remember it, that day were so nice...

Good luck for you too

To Denise senior...you are the 1st person know and i talk to, since the 1st time briefing before the event....because you in charge..lol..

You look so strict and cool but sometimes funny too...

I'm following you for the duty in  the 2nd event..but i'm not doing well... perhaps u can forgive me ... 

good luck to you too...

Finally here is the photo of all ...

I'm appreciate that i'm joining share and inspire 2012...

i'm enjoying and have fun inside.... 

Time flies...it's already more than a month the time has pass...

I'll be missing the time during the both event...

and missing u all too...

perhaps we can meet during urs convocation? 

3 or 4 years in Kampar, finally have come to the end for yours too graduated.... Good luck in the future then :)