new year is cumin

today is 31 dec of 2009

las day........no others activities....juz stay at home......2010 cumin soon...hope many things will change n the situation turns better....this year happen so many things ...xpeciallly at the last half years....Hapi new year to evry1..a new begun

SUCKS

waoooo......today reli sucks !

they burn the rubbish again... making me annoyed with that.... darn.

i reli cant control them , juz can keep suck the smoke...haixxx..

i hate it !

then after i finish takin bath , i dry my hair in front of my room mirror... sudden nt carefully i makes the mirror down..n the plastic round the mirror crush...XxX...suck

got no activities..

today a boring day too.....but hav go out breakfast vf my friends , after that go his house n c him play game..

this few days...my home internet line reli sucks! always disconnect n after i download the drama or movie from pps.tv..then totally cant online..so sienzz!!

nth much to say

unknown feelings again

today after my parents scold me that i think too much about my health problem, i really have to realize by myself and should start doing some activities....arrghhhh....the place near my house here reli making me pissed off.....my nearby neighbour reli reli making me get more angry n harder to breath bcoz they always burn the rubbish n some dry grasses here....wao....the air being polluted by them..n i hate tat smelling..reli wan vomit...i hope it reli will getting better...coz i dunwan breathe with so much smoke here...XxX

an unknown feelings

hw to say my feelings nw?...errm...even myself also duno...haixx.....juz in the time of me ro recover of my broken nose... many prob have to face...me my gf hav som prob thi few days...but finally settle it alrdy..hoo~~....btw....my "SIS"...candy ask me go shopping ..alrdy set it on friday....but bcoz of my nose ..i think i cant go out temporary...so i hav no idea wat should i do...
n aking much ppl absent...haix...with a lot of sigh....
yesterday...my "sis' angry vf me tat i treat her bad n i juz hurt her... i say sori to her here..juz i will improve myself....n to my gf too....

moody..

nw i in the situation of recovering...after my nose operation...nw i take tim to recover...my life is in time of rest....juz hope evrythin reli reli wil gonna get well soon..

.......

tomorrow do nose operation la......XxX...my stuffy nose wan do operation le...

Arghhhhhhhhhhh

wao.........my nose prob is getting more worse......arghhhhhhhhhh..........yesterday night is hard breath till....!!!.....aiyo.....i reli dun hope this will happen......i hate that feelings....when my nose will become better.......==

annoyed

totally annoyed...sienzzz........so many problem when i step in this skol n meet with them.....i bring too much problem for them....haix.....if not me in here.....my gf nw wont lik tat....emo emo emo.......i annoyed becoz whenever i settle this things..then other prob come again....other than tat....my health prob also.....nose block till.......cant breath...wakaooo........so many prob i face....totally annoyed....

hot.....

24th day..
wao.....this few days ...weather so hot, after the raining days...already 2, 3 days no rain....hot....well....my gf go pangkor trip this few days..ermm....this few days , i wonder why she looks weird....n finally i know what happen....duno how to say and explain....just..haixxxx...
**i think i could do it already about 'her', wonder what she oing around this week...now holidays , but she less online....btw...nvm....XxX......

finally.....the rain is coming back.....hoooooo

ENDzz

what i wan try to interpret that my feelings in my heart...i use the song to says....
beginning~" i remember what you wore on the first day, you came into my life and i thought hey you noe that could be something,everything you do and words you say, you know it could take my breath away and now i left with nothing, maybe is truee , i cant live without you....mayb two is better than one"..........

middle~ when we know each other ...." you don't even know that how special you are..... you give me breathless ".....
" thinking of you...."

after i know that she got no feelings anymore..........~" heart heart heart break"

when she say i will out from the dark tunnel......
everythings..that i understand theres no turning back.....my heart says ....." i dont love you, like i love you yesterday....." with full of sadness..i have no way to choose....thats the only way i can get out from the tunnel.............

" take one deep breath..... love dying eternity...." XxX

two is better than one

• Boys like girls ft taylor swift ~~ two is better than one

i remember what you wore on the first day,you came into my life and i thought "hey , you know, this could be somehting" cause everything you do and words you say, you know that it all takes my breath away and now i'm left with nothing...so maybe it's true, i can't live without you,maybe twois better than one..there's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life and you thought that it got me coming undone..andd i'm thinking two is better than one..i remember every look upon your face,the way you roll your eyes the way you taste,to making it hard for breathing...

juz half lyrics.....

duno y sudden i like this song much.........

conclusion

1st time create blog....say too much things...lol....wan make conclusion here d....juz today 26/11/2009~ 22nd day of the "new beginning".....she reli effect me much ...but i think is gonna end....she got no feelings on me....i cant do anitin more ....i wish them hapi......this few days i getting more vague.....i will try myself...reli..i hope when reach at the day of 30th....i hope my feelings on her wil reduce as faster as i can.....but my wish for her wil nvr b end....say so much things also never introduce myself.....==!

this is me.....always this post...wakaka...!

lazy bum ...lol.....i m nw f6 at smk tamn desa ,bch...
so hard arr........
25/11/2009 1st time create my blog.......thx all my readers ......@@ XxX

songs

two is better than one...~ boys like girls ft taylor swift..nice.~ this song reli nice, i love wat this song try interpret...

i don't love you- my chemical romance.. tis song..although is an old song ,nt vry old la..lol....but reli suit my mood....tats wat i try to do....i m sad.....but i gonna be tough after i listen up

sumtime...try to understand wat the meaning of tat songs reli nice....

first day blogging....ewww

1st day blogging....duno wat to say...wakaka...update later...(lame)...lol