its been a long time i din have this kind of feelings ....
1st i dun wish to jump in again , coz i scare to hurt anybody else....
including myself, i already control myself ....but it just lose control juz like machine malfunction sumtime......
but i think is better i feel down more than the other ppl sad bcoz of me.....
although juz a feew times....but i cant forget about it...
last time my working friends goin out together to have some fun n play together.....
i took so many photo wit evryone....
but when i take photo with her......she lean on my head.....i'm so .....hard explain wat my feeling at the moment , juz i love that so much....when i watch back at the photo we taken.....also cant spread wat i want to say
expecially today.....
1st time i saw her today in working time....i feel nervous n duno wat to say to her today.....
n when tat time our working place suddenly short of electricity , she holding my hand for a suddenly.....
i was shock n nervous for tat time.....i like tat..thx ....i will keep it in my sweet memories....
i noe i'm fail....but i dun wish to start.....as i'm leaving soon....
